2006-08-15
Just a try- [创作]
点击放大
还是那句话
纯当没看见……
2006-08-14
(诸位纯当看不见……)
Topic: If u have enough money to purchase either a house or a business, which would u choose?
An impressive controversy centering on the conflict between career and family is symbolized by the dilemma of purchasing house or business, which turns out to be contradict choices for different individuals. There are people who hold the opinion that the latter initiates the former for economic power it will provide, and admittedly, it does influence one in various ways, but such influence can not outweigh its defects; the choice of the achievement of house, in contrast, demonstrates three advantages, the short-term benefit, the long-run benefit, and the universal benefit, that will be specifically explored in the following paragraphs.
As probably every person’s first concern, the short-term benefit weighs a lot in the decision-making process, and the former, using money to purchase house, exactly fulfills that request. As it displayed in my intimate experiences, the existence of house is not only my family’s huge daily supplementation, but also an entertainment besides it, a gas station above it, won by observation. In order to achieve such benefit, the business purchased should be in a hurry, and thus such shortsighted action would axiomatically result in an unintended depression.
Apart from the advantage discussed above, also of great significance is the long-run benefit offered by house. Recent authoritative research, concerning housing market of many fast-advancing cities in my country, exposes that the average housing rate per square meters, which is around 3000 RMB 4 years ago, has met an appreciation of 90%, nearly doubling its price. In such circumstance, purchasing house is more like a highly rewarding investment rather than a self-enjoyment. However, such benefit will not be utterly accomplished by purchasing business for it is at best merely economic behavior that inevitably includes uncertain risks, even when warily ran, and nothing if making just a slight mistake.
The last yet foremost reason why purchasing house is preferable lies mainly in its universal benefit, which the latter indeed hardly effectuates. To make it more explicit, contemporary sociologists has proved that the steadiness of living environment is the insurance of one’s whole life, shaping one’s confidence and happiness, helping to obtain accomplishment more than one can imagine. Accordingly, the latter choice is now unable to compete with the former one for the absence of this immense contribution that purchasing house delightedly presents for us.
Conclusively speaking, based on what have been discussed above, the choice of purchasing business is, though contains not negligible advantages, surpassed by the choice of purchasing house. With its direct advantage of short-term benefit, with its subtle feature of long-run benefit, and with its decisive superiority of universal benefit, using the money to purchase a house is hence the decision to be made.
Topic: If u have enough money to purchase either a house or a business, which would u choose?
An impressive controversy centering on the conflict between career and family is symbolized by the dilemma of purchasing house or business, which turns out to be contradict choices for different individuals. There are people who hold the opinion that the latter initiates the former for economic power it will provide, and admittedly, it does influence one in various ways, but such influence can not outweigh its defects; the choice of the achievement of house, in contrast, demonstrates three advantages, the short-term benefit, the long-run benefit, and the universal benefit, that will be specifically explored in the following paragraphs.
As probably every person’s first concern, the short-term benefit weighs a lot in the decision-making process, and the former, using money to purchase house, exactly fulfills that request. As it displayed in my intimate experiences, the existence of house is not only my family’s huge daily supplementation, but also an entertainment besides it, a gas station above it, won by observation. In order to achieve such benefit, the business purchased should be in a hurry, and thus such shortsighted action would axiomatically result in an unintended depression.
Apart from the advantage discussed above, also of great significance is the long-run benefit offered by house. Recent authoritative research, concerning housing market of many fast-advancing cities in my country, exposes that the average housing rate per square meters, which is around 3000 RMB 4 years ago, has met an appreciation of 90%, nearly doubling its price. In such circumstance, purchasing house is more like a highly rewarding investment rather than a self-enjoyment. However, such benefit will not be utterly accomplished by purchasing business for it is at best merely economic behavior that inevitably includes uncertain risks, even when warily ran, and nothing if making just a slight mistake.
The last yet foremost reason why purchasing house is preferable lies mainly in its universal benefit, which the latter indeed hardly effectuates. To make it more explicit, contemporary sociologists has proved that the steadiness of living environment is the insurance of one’s whole life, shaping one’s confidence and happiness, helping to obtain accomplishment more than one can imagine. Accordingly, the latter choice is now unable to compete with the former one for the absence of this immense contribution that purchasing house delightedly presents for us.
Conclusively speaking, based on what have been discussed above, the choice of purchasing business is, though contains not negligible advantages, surpassed by the choice of purchasing house. With its direct advantage of short-term benefit, with its subtle feature of long-run benefit, and with its decisive superiority of universal benefit, using the money to purchase a house is hence the decision to be made.
2006-08-08
Are groups and organizations essential?(很烂……凑文章的……)
As it demonstrated by recorded history, human beings, zoologically defined as group-surviving creatures and sociologically determined as society-depending individuals, are axiomatically nothing without rhe coexistence they share with groups and organizations.Explicitly speaking, authoritative study has classified the importance of such teamwork into three angles -- efficiency contribution, security contribution and responsibility contribution, which will be specigically explored below.
Originally proveded by teamwork as the first motivation for huamn beings to create it, efficiency contribution emerge gradually clear after the Industral Revolution was done. As a proof, relatively small individual-ran work-house has been replaced by colossal factories and companies, because of their higher efficiency. Moreover, spcialization of work never stop, so it is destined for uis to accompany each other in groups and organizations in order to aconplish productions of everything we need.
Apart from the advantage above, teamwork also establish for us a secture living and working enviroment. Recent survey has offered a result that more tahan 55% of people choose to work in group only account for the sense of secturity it supply, and among the rest, about 20% consider secrurity as a minor motivation of group work. Such evidence assures our believing that teamwork makes contribution to secrurity that is rarely negligible.
The final but foremost contribution made by teamwork is responsibility contribution. The word responsibility here symbolizes a socially restraining force. Obviously, assignments in teamwork force an individual to be responsible for the whole group, and thus assemble individuals together to be an intergration. Under the intentons of finishing their respective jobs, peple in organizations help each other and succeed in survival as a interconnected world.
Summarizing from all the explanation above, it is naturally to assert that groups and organizations, as a sign of teamwork, are undoubtedly indispensable in human life.
As it demonstrated by recorded history, human beings, zoologically defined as group-surviving creatures and sociologically determined as society-depending individuals, are axiomatically nothing without rhe coexistence they share with groups and organizations.Explicitly speaking, authoritative study has classified the importance of such teamwork into three angles -- efficiency contribution, security contribution and responsibility contribution, which will be specigically explored below.
Originally proveded by teamwork as the first motivation for huamn beings to create it, efficiency contribution emerge gradually clear after the Industral Revolution was done. As a proof, relatively small individual-ran work-house has been replaced by colossal factories and companies, because of their higher efficiency. Moreover, spcialization of work never stop, so it is destined for uis to accompany each other in groups and organizations in order to aconplish productions of everything we need.
Apart from the advantage above, teamwork also establish for us a secture living and working enviroment. Recent survey has offered a result that more tahan 55% of people choose to work in group only account for the sense of secturity it supply, and among the rest, about 20% consider secrurity as a minor motivation of group work. Such evidence assures our believing that teamwork makes contribution to secrurity that is rarely negligible.
The final but foremost contribution made by teamwork is responsibility contribution. The word responsibility here symbolizes a socially restraining force. Obviously, assignments in teamwork force an individual to be responsible for the whole group, and thus assemble individuals together to be an intergration. Under the intentons of finishing their respective jobs, peple in organizations help each other and succeed in survival as a interconnected world.
Summarizing from all the explanation above, it is naturally to assert that groups and organizations, as a sign of teamwork, are undoubtedly indispensable in human life.
2006-08-01
(最近实在没时间写日志，就拿篇英语作文充数吧，静候声讨……)
Art, interestingly a substance existing for as long as the human history is, is now deeply rooted in every aspect of human life. Obviously not only a subject of knowledge, theoretically not a field of skill, and philosophically not only a part of the material universe, art, covered by its splendid colors and enthusiastic passion, is in possession of a series of even more comprehensive values which to some extent cannot be depicted easily. Nevertheless, along the history studies made by scholars of all times have already created for us a high level platform from which can capture a entire but also specific view over the mysterious but also glamorous art through three different dimensions: outer-world reappearance, self-expression and entertainment, and inner-world exploration. Initially, as people may imagine, research have demonstrated that art is scientifically very likely to act as role of recording and recounting, or abstractly speaking, a role of outer-world reappearance. Evidence offered by prehistoric murals and songs presents perspective of a remote era when artists worked mainly as historians. Furthermore, Myth, as undoubtedly a member of art rather than a tool of religion, is indeed an art-like expressing form of verbal history. The essence of outer world depiction is of great importance to art, for it is the basis on which art is able to rely to survive and develop as well as the original motivation for artists to conceive and finally give birth to their works. Such value of art is so indispensable that art without it is like a river without water. Even in contemporary society, every form of art is in a variety of sense a kind of portray of the objective world. With the advancing pace of human history, simply copying what eyes receive no longer made artists satisfied. After the groundbreaking Renaissance is done, self vale was brought to an unprecedented height, allowing artists to completely express their ideas and feelings, and therefore it led art to a more emotional and passionate field where alter egos among folks are everywhere. During this certain period, art introduced itself a new value of self-expression and entertainment. Both as the axis of the music area of the time, Beethoven used his spontaneous notes and melodies to express his own emotion towards his war-tore motherland and feelings towards his down-trodden private life, while Mozart, accompanied by passion and talent, cast the magic of music to entertain and heal every wounded soul. Such value of art is a little selfish but at the same time a great deal of generous, indicating that art actually is a enjoyment for one and for all. The earth never stop rolling, art never stop gaining itself new weight, there is no denying that the ultimate value that art provides is what nothing can take the place -- inner-world exploration. Being a strongly proof, Picasso, well equipped by sketching and oil painting skills, ended up as one of the most famous and successful modern-style painter, for he always held a unshakable desire to explore the inherent substances of himself and of the world. Artists increasingly realized that responsibility placed on their shoulders is that they need to lift and purify human souls. This final value of art builds up for us not only a all-fulfilling prophecy, but also a vista full of possibility and creativity. Judging from all the analysis offered above, it is not difficult to assert that art is not mere a subject of knowledge but a wisdom beyond it, not a field of skill but philosophy above it, not apart of the material universe but a promising outlet of it. Its true values embody when it come to its ability of outer-world reappearance, self-expression and entertainment, and inner-world exploration. Art is life. Luke WanSAT0012006-07-17
突然发现过了这么久，都没有给这版新上道的博客皮肤写主题贺文，原因也不过是，这版皮肤更本就不是我倾尽全力的作品，或者根本就是个意外而已。
过了这么久，也慢慢发现，即使是作图或者写作，埋藏其中的那种时刻牵引着我的力量已经淡去了。我再也无法真正完成哪怕一件作品，因为每当我开始创作的时候，犹豫不决和自我否定就会羁绊我前进的步伐。
以乐观主义者的姿态，我大可以宣称，是我的力量没有赶上我的觉悟进步的速度吧，这其中所蕴含的运动和改观，是如此的令人满足，令人向往。可谁也敢保证这种进步呢？谁又敢说这种意识形态下存在的进步假设，其实质不过是简单而残酷的丢失和倒退呢？
所以我只想写一篇象征性的祭文，却根本抓不住主题和对象。也罢，不管是倒退或是进步，我都在失去，不管是积极或者消极的运动，我都在改变，总比原地旋转要来的好吧？
谁知道呢？我总是为了寻求解脱而将问题抛给虚无，也许这也需要用失去的力量来扭转吧？
总之还是停止提问吧。
脱离主题了，来谈谈这版皮肤吧。虽然是随便热身的产物，但也并非没有别有用心的设计。比如主题图片上的文字，除了博客标题Rim Looming以外，还有一句话：“open the door”。这实际上是长久以来一直莫明其妙的从我嘴巴里冒出来的神秘箴言，究竟我为什么会说这句话，它的来历又是什么，我全然不知。真的如同悬念片里的剧情一样，我就这样不知不觉的叨念这句话。也许冥冥之中真的有什么力量在主宰呢？该死该死……我们是忠诚的马克思主义信徒，怎么可以有神论思想？反对封建迷信……恩……如果真要开什么门的话，应该是象征这一种开始，和一种发现吧？无论如何，我会高兴的接受任何形式的变化的，我在轮回之中已经呆的够久了。
好吧，废话太多会让人讨厌的。
最后
让我们下葬，奏乐，读祭文
是时候渡过Rubicon了
2006-07-02
已经好久没有下雨了。
尽管它一直都有个充分的理由，但它始终都成不了主流。
雨水不是唯一的宣泄，至少到目前为止还不是。这是个誓言，一个保存尊严的信条，一个自欺欺人的圈套。这里不需要同情，因为那是强者对弱者的施舍，在这种感情发出的时候，就算被断然拒绝，心里上的强暴却已然完成了，这是鄙视，是嘲笑，是暗藏杀机的歧视与排挤，只不过这一切都是以道德的名义进行的罢了。
世界上有太多的伪善，于是根据多数者胜利的理论，伪善成为了真理。没有人愿意承认，因为那代表对自己信仰的亵渎，道德，如此强制的存在，如此的从未存在，却从未能被排开。逃避比比皆是，没有什么好奇怪的，如果真的提出质疑，所收获的将是被质疑，被排挤，被打入空虚。
世界上却又有这么多的苦难可以创造同情，一种悲惨创造了一种血腥。我们没有力量，也没有时间去选择，事实永恒的等号对面只有沉默面对。窝囊不是选择，不是习性，而是无奈的惯性，是无言的反击。渺小和伟大的距离，不是天与地的距离，不是海与山的差距，它是空虚，是不可触及，是绝望的哭泣，是从不存在的一场有关上帝的把戏。
陀螺不能选择自己的命运，它是这么的希望可以前进。前进却成为一种彻头彻尾的黑色幽默，因为陀螺所能做到的，无非是永远的旋转，永远地呆在原地。没有人会否认这一种必然，因为没有人会在意陀螺的未来。没有人会在意，陀螺只能继续旋转，继续挣扎去前进，继续地无法前进。这也是一种惯性，有些声嘶力竭的惯性，不论如何地挣扎都无法抹去它的清晰。这里没有任何机会，留给你底下透露，放下尊严，在强者面前拼搏一次的机会，理由很简单也很残酷，因为大家都在移动，而陀螺却只能原地旋转，心酸的旋转。旋转的持续也许是一种美丽，但那也只有孤独能够欣赏，孤独本身也是一种美丽，却再找不到任何知己。全然封闭的黑色空间，泪水是仅存的沟通方式，却也被誓言和信条扼杀，一切于是安静，在沉默中发酵，发臭，最后消失殆尽。
不相信命运，可陀螺还能干什么呢？挣扎只不过能停留在原地而已。
所以，要放弃么？我是说，惯性不可打破么？
2006-06-25
借用一下《Goal（一球成名）》里的一段对白
Erik: What the hell are you doing here? Why arent you on the plane?
埃里克：见鬼，你在这做什么？不是应该上飞机了么？
Santiago: Im sitting in the airport and I think to myself, at least now I have an excuse. A reason to give my buddies and everybody else why things didnt work out. "Hey, my dad died. I had to come home, take care of business." Kown why I needed an exucse?
圣地亚哥：坐在候机室里的时候，我想，现在终于能有个借口回家了，可以让我的伙伴们和其他人不在质疑我为什么一事无成的回来。“嘿，我父亲过世了，我要回家料理他的后事，打理他的生意。”知道为什么我必须要有一个借口么？
Erik: No?
埃里克：为什么？
Santiago: Beacasue thats the way my father made me think. He took away my self belief. He made it impossible to have...aspriracion(Spanish). Aspiration, you understand?
圣地亚哥：因为那是父亲强加给我的思维方式。他夺走了我的自信，他让我变得没有……梦想，你明白么？
啊，Its no metaphor……Oh, of course its not, 我是说，我并不是特别指代某人。
因为曾经的誓言而删去主要内容1000汉字……
Santiago: I dont an excuse. The only person who can tell me Im not good enough is you. And even then... I may not agree with you.
圣地亚哥：我再也不需要什么借口。唯一能说我不够好的人，是你……就算那样，我也不一定会同意你的。
希望有一天我也能说出这样的话来。
我是说……我希望这会发生。
2006-06-18
突然想起《宝贝智多星2》里面小男孩对自闭的老婆婆说的一句安慰的话：
Perhaps they didnt forget you, they just forget to remember you.
“也许他们并不是忘记了你，而只是忘记想起你。”
多么纯真而实用的借口－，－
人们总是这么忙碌，又这么自私
常常忘记去关心别人，或者回应别人近在咫尺的情意
想来其实也是无法避免的吧
当你总是抱怨自己不被关注的时候，是否也该想想，你究竟有没有去关怀别人呢？
以此献给所有我不小心忘记去关怀的好人……
2006-06-10
Hypocrite, a title so heavy to sustain, have been brought to me by somebody again. Fate, it seems, is always come the opposite direction that I wish. How could I imagine that I would be called with this title some day, as an ambitious boy who is prone to be generous & graceful at every moment? Destiny makes me a fool a more time, and unchangeably I can hardly punch back.
I really didn’t intent to be like a hypocrite, but…well, how could anyone intent to be like that! However, as one of my teacher used to say, when a same incident occurred so many times then there was probably a reason behind. Even rumors demand a source, let alone with a conclusion transmitting with my friends’ eyesight burning.
Every so often, I feel alone and I fell just like nobody’s standing by. They say they were, like they always be, but can it be considered a existence, without a least piece of trust & fairness? Of course it’s not their fault. It’s mine. It’s me who pretend to be more prominent than I deserved, it’s me who have concealed & cheated, it’s me who is supposed to be a hypocrite.
Am I?
I dunno…
2006-05-28
非常惭愧的，我第一次看完了龙枪编年史的结局
或者也可以说是庆幸的，因为我开始怀疑，若是这场告别发生在2年之前，是否能够激起同样的思考
我看着坦尼斯，也看着雷斯林
观望着他们的一举一动，一言一行，预言着他们的选择，激动并且恐惧的发现了这其中存在的种种必然和巧合
我爱他们，不分轻重的喜欢这两个角色，就算小雷最终穿上了黑袍，我仍然胆怯的发现了我2年之前并没有察觉的对他的爱恋。尽管我曾经只是幻想过成为前者，并把自己的一位好友幻想成后者，但正如某些人所发现的那样，他们，平等地存在于我的世界之中。
我爱他们的一切，优点或者缺点，令人敬佩或者令人厌恶的个性，因为时间会慢慢揭露我在他们身上看到的自己的全部的影子。
他们说得对，我拥有着分裂的人格。我非常高兴的承认并且从今天开始面对这个现实。我也许愿意开始称他们一个为半精灵，一个为黑袍法师。他们一个会用心去思考，有原则也富有责任心，但却拥有脆弱的感情；一个睿智富有野心，冷静但也冷血，高傲，不可一世。
我以前忽略了某些部分，某些承认起来颇为费力的，我的黑暗面的品质。但是那当然是错误的，黑暗与光明拥有同等的地位，正如伟大的修马爵士所说的，也是英勇的帕拉丁重新诠释得那样，“没有邪恶，善良将裹足不前。”
我还需要某种力量，不是龙珠，也不是权利之冠，我需要某种来自内在的制约的力量，就如同中立之神吉利安那样莅临与天平之上，平衡着宇宙的重量。
我不确定是否找到了他，我想这一定是我软弱的自信在作怪。
然而这些都没有意义了。
我其实并不是也不需要改变什么，我只是要拿出我的心，并且让他红色的光芒剔除一些不必要的规则和枷锁，留下可以保全我继续前行的道具。
我不否认我此刻仍然是迷茫的，就如同坦尼斯经常感觉到的那样。
但我也有那个模糊的概念，同时也是雷斯林心中那个野心的最后终点。
人们说凡高只成功了一切，但也就足够了
可是我一次都不需要成功，也不可能成功，因为我的终点永远都在前方
我只要保证自己一直在路上便可以了
碰上黑暗的时候，请你记得帮我拿起玛济斯法杖
“施拉克。”
“开始吧！”
